DEPTHS OF SORROW
i spent almost the whole day sitting on this computer chair doing everything yet nothing. self-promised to finish up my essay but i havent written jackshit.
so maybe its the weather. its so awesome right now i could be at the beach. i could be at the poool. but im stuck right here.
and so the mind cant function well enough for whatever pathetic excuse i can come up with. went house for a walk and indulged at my fav sushi place. feelin ohso unclean and miserable hoping i was invisible for once because at times, i have this awful hatred of bumping into people.
as we all know reality is never escapable but hail the maker of huge shades.
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if it is said that there is no absolute truth, and truth is based on an individual's rationality, our point of view. i dont see why we're studying. because what we're actually learning has a huge possibility of being wrong.
and if im smart/stupid enough to be thinking this way. why am i still doing it. its like a duty. yea, why are all of us studying when it could be all false. how would we even know if its true?
when we experience something, the chances of it being the truth increases.
christianity- you mix faith and reason. i think these 2 should be dealt with seperately. god created it all. he made us. he will guide us to the truth. will he really?
does faith have got anything to do with religion?
or do we get truth from our unconscious mind? by thinking deep within oursleves.are the answers all there, in us?
are all the scienfic and mathematical formulas we learn even correct and accute?
if there is no absolute truth, we are attaining and getting to..... nowhere?
but what if there is an absolute truth? i dont think there is one in my opinion.
who created this freakin universe.
its the fuckin essay. blame me not.
and now the mind is in an utter state of turmoil,confusion and contradiction.
fuck The Truth.
on another note on truth,
the truth is painful. deep down, nobody wants to hear it. sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. and sometimes, we tell the truth because we just cant help oursleves. sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much.
maybe we should all learn to love the lie.
to get the mind away,
pull the heart strings for a thrill,
if it pleases.
unleash the prevailing hatred,
may it be hits or misses.
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