TOURNIQUET
im seriously thinking of getting myself inked. it used to by the age of 21, then 19. and then now im thinking 18. for the best excuse, to signal my young adulthood, being a year older and more decision-making(like i havent had enough), newfound maturity (hopefully), legal to do whatever i want, less/more rebellion, i get to decided. if i get a word one, it would most probably 'tourniquet' and i want it in a more or less medieval-gothic font. because basically, i want it to represent that nothing really can destroy me, unless i help myself. a wound so deep, be it physically or emotionally, can be salvaged. yes, another classic case of its all gonna be about me. ok, fuck that.
my life is currently in slow mo. usually, i would love that feeling of you know, just forgetting the whole shitass world occuring outside your window (no pun intended nik) while your mind just plays with itself in your own tiny little world with you as its only population. im so slow that even moving my fingers pressing handphone buttons takes so many seconds. but yes, as much as i would live for days like these, now is not the time for i have so much of shit to do for my exam preparations. oh yes, i am rambling. but oh well, fuck that as well.
im just being an apathetic *.
*insert whatever damn word you want.
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