OFFER IS ADVICED BUT ALL YOU DO IS FAKE IT
my life's currently on slow mo. i feel ranty.
yes, i was supposed to finish media PP 4 hours ago and start on maths. its now 12.30am and ive yet to even finish it.
make that 12.51am, because ive just spent this time mind-shitting myself, if you know what i mean, because i dont.
today was gloomy and rainy and coldddd. my hair got wet, which made me pissy.
EAP in-class exam was just T.T i could just sleeep. ive yet to think of a stupid topic for next term's presentation and she has been after me for the past 3 lessons.
you want to cry but the tears wont flow out
you want to scream but the words wont come out
you want to hurt but the courage wont fight back
the lies always win. the battle is half lost, and lust, always seizes it all.
ive listened to the entire pearl habor soundtrack more than 10 times in a row already and now im stuck on julia by our lady peace.
We're digging up the past to bury it one last time
I know there's pain inside that truth
But you just have to face it
Drowning in her own visions,
She's begging the past to stay behind
she's only yours tonight and she never cries mother,
I know there is hurt inside julia.
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maybe i just need to put my previous post into action.
one minute im up, and the very next i know ive fallen, once again.
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