RAPID HOPE LOSS
First and foremost,
a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST WINSTON/WINNIE/LAYS OF A FUCK/HOLE/EMPLOYEE/ BIATCH/ GAY WHITE FAG/OTTO
=D
bet ya dont look like this now but i guess you're probably still a
haha joke. owned.
december dudeeeee.
much much love from Sweetie.
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and not forgetting the Big Boon tooo. HAPPY 20th JONNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
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one's friend just died from an overdose.
one's boyfriend is confused about their love.
one's still distant.
one has not been seen for long.
one's pissing.
one can't control.
one is overly pleasing.
and here i am.
i heard about it. but i guess i should have heard them all from you. when its too late to be gracious.
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anyways, last night was just greeeeeeat, oh soooooooo wrong.
initially sauna plans were exchanged.
the group of us went to Lygon for dinner. next: the Bottle Shop. next: out with a whole lot of beers and other shit. next: at dunnie's place.
(:
and so we wanted to play beer pong, but we realised we didnt have enough cups. and neither did we have cards T.T so malvin made us play this stupid game, which was really funny.
and for the starting you gotta say something like
"what is the name of this game?"
"thumper."
"why do we play this game for?"
"to get fucked."
(wtf?)really. i dont know who came up with that but it was so hilarious coz ppl like han teck was so gone already and he couldnt even put that sentence together and do all the wierd assed actions he had to drink more. so tired i feel asleep for awhile and then woke up to continue playing. slept awhile more and then woke up again to play stupid games with dunnnie. everytime i play shit with him i always lose for iduunowhat reason and he got me half smashed. left his place at 7 plus this morn and i bet till now they dont even know im gone cause they're all still sleeping. bitchezZzZzzZz.
ok and now im just trying to comfort myself. but im glad i had that one night of fun to loosen my mind up abit and now its just chiongingggggggggggggg to the max. im gonna camp myself in the tut rooms downstairs after this post and after my shower then after lunch coz i have zero concentration at home cause of all the distractions.i just need to rant/scream out for awhile : fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. k thanks.
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