Total eclipse of the heart
i guess some things in life are not meant to be. sometimes we never ever want to let go of those things. maybe its not that we don't want to,but it's just cause we can't. taking that step forward to let go brings much heart ache, and we end up falling steps backwards instead. and then i ask why am i doing this to myself when there's nothing else i can do. i tried, and you know i did. there's so much i want to tell you, but i can't find the right words to say.
"once upon a time i was falling in love, now im only falling apart." yea.. once upon a time, i guess.
its funny, everytime i imagined my life, i just presumed it to be good. i left out all the bad endings and possibilities to it. it was always almost close to perfection. and now im caught unprepared.
i guess like you said, 'phases in our lives come and go, but the memories never fade'. i hope it stays the same for you, because it does'nt quite seem to be the case.
i held on that very last inch of hope, but you never tried.
to look on the bright side, everything happens for a reason. but for now, screw that.
Goodbye.
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