THE FEELING OF BELONGING
im so bloody thankful friday's here. i just had my history of ideas tutorial so that Janusz my tutor could see my plan for the goddamned essay. i worked my ass of till 6 plus this morning just for it. this week has been fairly busy but the worst has still to come.
my sis went back on wed. its so cool cause she cant stand seeing my apartment untidy so she cleaned up the entire place so i have a freaking clean apartment now (:
i bought a pretty fighting fish the other day of which ive yet to name.
library with leon yesterday was just shit cause we ended up crapping the entire time.
"poppadum can you help me photocopy this small part. its only 180 pages." ok its doesnt sound funny this way.
and then because the longest you can borrow a hoi book is only for 2 hours. so we were thinking of ways of how to steal the damn book and trying to find the metal sensor. of all things, a library book on the Greeks.
and the funniest part.. cause this girl from the april intake is having a birthday party on sat and the theme is '"prince and princesses" and on her card she wrote 'see you royalites a my palace' or some shit like that. shes all cutsy-wusty with fake eyelashes. we were all like wtf to the max. rae decided for her 19th birthday she'll hold a slave and master party at macs. hahaha. anyhows, we wanted to get invited for the fun of it and free food.. so leon got her number and started messaging her.. asking dumbassed bimbofied questions.. after awhile i took over and asked stupid questions as well, but i ended up sending it leon's mom.. hahhaha . we were just roflmao omfg..
tonight's gonna be awesome, or so i hope. the twin's birthday party at crown.its semi-formal and gonna be a buffet. and then clubbing at Lavish for after-party! whooo. the rest opened a table at lavish too, so yay, everyone will be there. im determined to party my ass off.
for psy tut this week we watched a woman give birth. i dont get grossed out easily. but seriously.. watching the baby come out was just T.T we were askd how old we wanted to get married and have kids. i probably wanna have kids when im 26-27. but of course, i always have my fears of living the life i always wanted in them.
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i realised some people cant help but not have morals or a conscience.
i know i have morals. im aware of whats good and bad happening, and what im doing, but its just whether i chose to follow it or not. and that's when my conscience starts to eat me.
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and then what about her.....?
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