NOISE AND KISSES
im currently crushing on Promise by Matchbox Romance, and craving for Krispy Kremes. 0ooooh la.
I thought you should know, you`re not making this easy.
yesterday i was talking to my sis online, and she asked me a question my mom always asks me " Are you homsick?" i know the answer they'll be hoping to hear is a yes. to my mom, she knows that when i grow up i'd be far away from home. her fears were confirmed 3 years ago too when they went to a fortune teller for fun and they told her ill be far away from her. home was never my place to be. it never strucked me that i never once thought of home since i came, until asked. home bore such little relevance and meaning to me. the only thing i miss are my dogs. and the funny thing is too, ive never onced called my home. friends, yeah.
and fuck guess what, my mom will be coming to melb somewhere in may.. wtffffffffffffffffffff. thank god my sis will be coming along to save the day.
everyone has their turning point moments and changes in life. and i guess mine was when i was 17, thats the very day i moved alone into my apartment, on my birthday. i like staying alone. in fact, i love staying alone. i guess coming to aus was more of my kinda way of life. i hate being dominated over. i need my own space and control over my life.and i have it full on over here. independence comes with a cost, i guess. gain it wisely. i wonder when i go back to singapore, how different will it be. everyone's now on their different path in life.
omgg the took bryan to club X and got him a stripper for his birthday like wtffffffffffff lolololololol
gonna meet wayne and JJ for coffee now (again) brunetti's iced coffee is the bomb. i always drink only that there. its so cold itself and outside is like 15 deg probably. retarded i know.
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